Air

as something so superficially
theres no need to be me
but being that I’m uncomfortable it seems to have a place
I get to be joyous when I’m falling down with you
I think you know that when I’m hurting underneath it all I’m smiling

and when you thing about it when It’s all said and done
i don’t think i matter to you as if i mattered to you now
and when you thing about it when It’s all said and done
I wont mean nothing to you

even tho each day
I’m pushing you away
knowing i need you like i need air
this is real i know
still i want you to go
knowing i need you like i need air

its me and my confusion cause it never tries to ask me why
I pled and pled to you when i am not what i repent
when sadness is celebrated its much too hard for you
while i emote is portable so you can take them when you go

and when you thing about it when It’s all said and done
i know i think to mean to hurt you when i don’t mean to hurt you
and when you thing about it when It’s all said and done
I wont mean nothing to you

even tho each day
I’m pushing you away
knowing i need you like i need air
this is real i know
still i want you to go
knowing i need you like i need air

every time i feel that its easy for you then i know
I’m not thinking right so maybe i shouldn’t know
do you think i suffer for you
cause i suffer for you, and suffer for you, and suffer

even tho each day
I’m pushing you away
knowing i need you like i need air
this is real i know
still i want you to go
knowing i need you like i need air